YEAH!!!!!

Wow, I haven't updated in forever. Um, not too much has happened of any significance. I am still working at Halls. I am still living day to day as a blessing (although at times it may not seem that way). I am still the same old me (which I am finding out is not such a bad thing). So I hope everybody else is having a good summer!

Oh wait what the heck...how could I forget. BTW, about two weeks ago the Germans were here and it was probably the most kick ass time of my life I have had since high school. I got to hang out and become friends all over again with Felix. I got to meet sever, I mean several really cool new people from Germany, and I have decided I am going to go over there over winter break in Dezember. Other than that, just what I said above.

Love you all,

~Cam

???Life???

To those few who understand, I applaud you, for you are few indeed. As I listen to the soft pitter patter of the rain as it gently falls on my rooftop, I realize how incredibly romantic it is. The way it softly falls on my open window, the way I remember a gentle kiss with a sweet girl being, the way the cool rain evaporates on a a warm surrounding, the way two bodies close to oneanother seem to share a single pulse, the way the sound of every single drop ever so slowly, as if slowly running my fingers through soft hair as I gently kiss her neck, almost as if time itself is momentarily slowed down just for the two of us. I suppose I am just being a sensless "hopeless romantic" fool, but I'd like to believe that perhaps, just perhaps someone out ther is thinking the same things. It is that last shred of hope I hold onto that maybe I am not the last of a dying generation of what used to the norm! Well, I guess I had better snap back into reality before tomorrow, but, in the mean time, I am going to cherish every drop which quietly falls to the ground during this tranquil rainstorm. Again, to those few who understand, I applaud you for you are few indeed!

Hugs,

~Cam

AHHHH! (*thinks of Home Alone)

O.M.G. I can't believe that school is ending so soon. I still have so so so much to do. Wow, I did not think that so could be used in a superlative fashion...anyhow...I feel like I have accomplished a lot this year, but, at the same time I have not accomplished half of what I want. I know at least one thing I still have not done yet that was a goal at the beginning of the year. Lord knows if that will actually before the end of the year. I can hope, but that is about all. I mean, ...well... acutally I don't know if there is anything else I could be doing? Well, I apologize to all that I just majorly confused the heck out of. Anyhow, hopefully I can wrap the last week of school well, play awesome at my recital on Saturday, and who knows maybe even accomplish that other goal...

Well, until later,

~Cam

Okay, I think I am finally ready again...But where the hell do I go now from here?

GRRRR!!!!